Friday, January 27, 2012

Educational Philosophy


"Mankind likes to think in terms of extreme opposites.
It is given to formulating its' beliefs in terms of Either-Ors,
between which it recognizes no intermediate possibilities.
When forced to recognize that the extremes cannot be acted upon,
it is still inclined to hold that they are all right in theory;
but that when it comes to practical matters,
circumstances compel us to compromise."
 - John Dewey, Experience and Education

What a provoking thought, and how accurately does this describes the human condition!  Many people say about themselves that they are accepting of all beliefs and totally open minded; but just because they say it, does not necessarily prove it to be true.  In fact, when it comes down to conflict, or any sort of disagreement for that matter, are not even the most open-minded of individuals biased by their own predispositions? Or as John Dewey would refer to it, their own 'extreme' belief of what is right?  So then, who can say and be justified that everyone can be right all of the time?  This has clearly failed us in the past, proving impossible. The truth is that everyone is not right about everything, but someone is right about something.  The search for 'intermediate possibilities' is an evident necessity for success, especially in educational philosophy, as John Dewey points out in this first paragraph of his book (shown above).

“I’ve come to the frightening conclusion that I am the decisive element in the classroom. It’s my personal approach that creates the climate. It’s my daily mood that makes the weather. As a teacher, I possess a tremendous power to make a child’s life miserable or joyous. I can be a tool of torture or an instrument of inspiration. I can humiliate or heal. In all situations, it is my response that decides whether a crisis will be escalated or de-escalated and a child humanized or dehumanized.” - H.G. Ginott

My professor, Dr. James, shared this quote with our class at the very beginning of the semester and I loved it so much.  These two concepts, that I have so far briefly introduced, compose the bulk of my personal educational philosophy.  I want to be a professional educator who is willing to admit that I do not have everything figured out.  One that is willing to admit that they, like their students, are still learning.  One that stays as informed as possible about the current issues in education and changes in technology.  One who incorporates many different aspects of a variety of theories into their classroom, rather than claiming one and saying, "I don't need to change things.  This is working; trust me."  One that looks at the individual student, and actually cares enough to figure them out.  Too many certified educators are not doing this in their classrooms today, and I want so much to be a part of changing that.

So back to what I said earlier about it being impossible for everyone to be right about everything, but rather that some people are right about something.  I realize that this statement might confuse or even tick people off; because what do I know, right?  How in the world can one person be right about something, and how does she know what that is?  Well, I could go about a million different directions here but, considering the assignment, I will stick precisely to my educational philosophy.  Every student is unique in their own way.  As a special education teacher in the making, I would like to clarify that I am not referring to strictly special education students, but rather to all students.  I think we can all agree that some educational theories work better than others for one student, and fail entirely for others.  I think what John Dewey was saying about education, as well as what I am trying to say about education, is that; rather than rejecting the theory as a whole, or rather in 'extremes',  we should look at it as something to be compared, taken apart, and individualized to meet the needs of the specific students in our classroom.  Some theories of education have some seriously good ideas, but the theory as a whole would be regarded by some people as junk.  I am not saying that picking apart two conflicting theories works for every situation in life, in fact I am definitely not saying that.  There are some cases in which one 'theory' is absolutely right, and exceptions can not and should not be made.  But, in an effort to stay off of that soap box, I will divert back to educational philosophy.  Educational theory is not like that because of one factor: the individualized student.  That leads me into my next point.

Far to often we as educators group these individual students into classes, and forget about the fact that they are so different from one another.  Johnny does not have the same home life as Jill; and while James' ADHD may be a result of bad parenting and over medication, Jack is a different story.  Making assumptions about these individuals and claiming one theory, diagnosis, or label because its easy, or to justify your annoyance in the classroom, or to keep things in order, in its' entirety is doing these individuals a disservice; and yet it is happening in schools everywhere.  Instead of classifying, these professional educators should be searching to facilitate their students' learning in the LRE (least restrictive environment) while incorporating the most diverse compilation of learning theories into an individualized plan para each individual student.  This, rather than labeling them something as general and offensive as 'the BD kids', or 'that one class' what education is about.  Those 'BD kids' and 'that one class' are composed of individuals.  And those individuals have way more depth, significance, and individuals factors that are unique to them alone contrary to their type of behavior disorder or annoying class quality; and we all need to be focusing more on that.

I am just a little bit passionate on this subject if you couldn't tell.  Last point; the second quote from Dr. James' class by H.G. Ginott is incredible.  If you need to re-read it again I highly recommend it.  I have seen the truth in this quote first hand.  I have unfortunately seen teachers who take it upon themselves to humiliate their students as a method of facilitating learning.  There are other teachers who aren't using it to facilitate learning at all but rather are entirely burnt out with their job.  These are the teachers that come in with the mood "when do I retire again?" written all over their faces, and the students pick up on that.  Our attitudes and passions do transfer in the classroom.  When you really believe in a student's ability to improve, they feel it.  When you don't, guess what, they feel that too.  My hope is that I never get to that place where I resort to humiliation or submitting to a method or theory that works 'well enough' to get my students to close up silently in their seats.  I do not want to 'burn out', and I honestly don't think I will.  While I have seen my fair share of teachers I do not want to be, I have also seen my fair share of teachers I do want to be; like my Aunt Sherry.  She has taught kindergarden for 30 years with a smile, a cartwheel, and a great attitude that has never failed to bring that positive decisive element to her classroom.  I had her for kindergarden and loved it, and her kindergardeners are still loving it in her classroom today.  If you are a teacher and you can not find it somewhere within yourself to do these things every single day for your students, regardless the age, you should not be a teacher; and it's as simple as that.


Sunday, January 22, 2012

Gotta Love those Good Ol' Fashioned Hymns!


This entire weekend,
the Lord has been reminding me
of just how blessed I truly am!
Church this morning was totally awesome.
(I'll get to that in a second),
Earlier this weekend...

- My mom drove an hour & a half on Friday morning, 
at 3am to rescue me from severe stomach pain/ sickness.
& still made it to school for work with a smile on her face! Amazing.

- My dad drove here with my brother today after church,
both of them functioning
on only a few hours of sleep,
to pick up my little car,
take it home to fix,
& dad left for work again.
Also, Amazing.

It is truly just mind blowing for me to realize
just how much I have been blessed, simply within my family!
I would be here all night if I began to reflect on all of the other blessings...
All in all, I am just so thankful!


Have you thought about your blessings lately?
I certainly don't enough!
It is definitely a humbling reminder,
 that there is in fact a God out there who is so much greater than us, 
& who loves us so much more than we could ever imagine.
Definitely if you haven't, take the time to do so!

So back to church...
if you're looking for one,
or just want an awesome reference,
& are currently residing in the Edwardsville/ Glen Carbon area,
I strongly recommend Trailhead Church.
www.trailheadonline.org

We sang a rendition of the hymn,
Come Thou Fount of Every Blessing today,
& it was totally 100% appropriate.
Not to mention the sermon was a beast and a half.
Check out the podcast online;
Serious. They didn't pay me to say that ;)
I'll post the lyrics to that song below,
& highlight my favorite lines from today!
God bless!
<3

Come, thou fount of every blessing,
Tune my heart to sing thy grace;
Streams of mercy, never ceasing,
Call for songs of loudest praise.
Teach me some melodious sonnet,
Sung by flaming tongues above.
Praise the mount! I’m fixed upon it,
Mount of thy redeeming love.

Here I raise my Ebenezer;
Here by thy great help I’ve come;
And I hope, by thy good pleasure,
Safely to arrive at home.
Jesus sought me when a stranger,
Wandering from the fold of God;
He, to rescue me from danger,
Interposed His precious blood.


O to grace how great a debtor
Daily I’m constrained to be!
Let thy goodness, like a fetter,
Bind my wandering heart to thee.
Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,
Prone to leave the God I love;

Here’s my heart, Lord, take and seal it,
Seal it for thine courts above.

Monday, January 16, 2012

A True Love Story.

 
Hosea 2: 14-20
The LORD's Mercy on Israel
 14 “Therefore, behold, I will allure her,
   and bring her into the wilderness,
   and speak tenderly to her.
15 And there I will give her her vineyards
   and make the Valley of Achor a door of hope.
And there she shall answer as in the days of her youth,
   as at the time when she came out of the land of Egypt.
 16 “And in that day, declares the LORD, you will call me ‘My Husband,’ and no longer will you call me ‘My Baal.’ 17 For I will remove the names of the Baals from her mouth, and they shall be remembered by name no more. 18 And I will make for them a covenant on that day with the beasts of the field, the birds of the heavens, and the creeping things of the ground. And I will abolish[f] the bow, the sword, and war from the land, and I will make you lie down in safety. 19 And I will betroth you to me forever. I will betroth you to me in righteousness and in justice, in steadfast love and in mercy. 20I will betroth you to me in faithfulness. And you shall know the LORD."
You know those Christian ladies,
that always seem to be in intimate relationship with God?
I love those ladies.
One of those wonderful ladies shared this passage with me today.
& I haven't been able to stop thinking about it.
Isn't it wonderful to know that we are Christ's Beloved?
That He is consistently pursuing us,
& desires to draw us near to Him?
I have always wished that this awareness
 would become a more consistent part of my life.
I have come to desire this even more than usual lately.

It has happened to me before,
where I have felt how much joy, peace, and all around goodness,
that intimate relationship with God brings when it comes.
It's always so fun for me to see & hear about
all the different kinds of moments that God uses
in different peoples lives and experiences to show this...

For me,
it's always in the car.
I was driving down the road the other day,
jammin' out to my favorite radio station,
& a song came on,
'Beloved' by Tenth Avenue North.
When that song came on,
I was instantaneously & overwhelmingly reminded
about the truth of God's love for me,
and it filled me with ABSOLUTE joy.
I love it when that happens!
& it is because of these occurrences,
in combination with what I know to be true of God's character,
and true of His promises,
that I have really been praying
God would make it a reality,
for me to walk in intimacy with Him daily.

This passage also helped me to understand,
that getting to that place,
means letting go of all of my 'Baal's', or other 'gods',
things I make more ultimate than God Himself.
This, for me,
is anything ranging from the security I find in
my relationship with my boyfriend.
friendships.
spending and having money.
success in school.
general habits & things I like to keep around,
to ensure that my life is as 'comfortable' as possible.
the list goes on & on!
I'm not gonna lie.

Accomplishing this is straight up tough on a girl,
& not to mention impossible without God's help.
Letting go of these things can be pretty nerve racking!
But gals,
it is so worth it.

I am going to post the lyrics to that song Beloved below...
for my musical mind,
this song is a beautiful interpretation of this whole concept
& it really helps me to put it into a perspective that I can grasp.
& remember.
I'll leave you with a challenge-
I know I have primarily addressed women in this post,
that is probably because I am one ;)
but this applies to you too men!
If you have never experienced what I've shared about,
or aren't currently experiencing it daily,
seek it out for yourself, 
& I can confidently promise that you won't be disappointed!



Beloved - Tenth Avenue North

Love of My life
Look deep in My eyes
There you will find what you need
Give Me your life
The lust and the lies
The past you're afraid I might see
You've been running away from Me

Love of My life
Look deep in My eyes
There you will find what you need
I'm the Giver of life
I'll clothe you in white
My immaculate bride you will be
Oh, come running home to Me

Well, you've been a mistress, My wife
Chasing lovers that won't satisfy
Won't you let Me make you My bride
You will drink of My lips 
And you'll taste new life


You're My beloved
Lover I'm yours
Death shall not part us
It's you I died for
For better or worse
Forever we'll be
My Love it unites us
And it binds you to Me
It's a mystery 

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Sunday, January 15, 2012

Kingdom of Me


I drew a line,
said this is where I'm safe and I feel fine.
I drew a line.
Satisfied,
I lived inside that box for quite awhile.
I'm satisfied.
Oh, to think there's a problem,
I, haven't thought of.
Who I am.

Up in my castle,
I sit on my throne;
while the streets hold disaster 
but know nothing more.
I'm a fool.
I'm a coward.
I sail my ship out to sea,
look behind,
 see the kingdom of me.

Away I ran. 
This moment placed in time for me to stand.
Away I ran. 
Scared to see this monster that has taken over me.
Too scared to see.

Up in my castle,
I count all my gold;
while my kingdom is drowning
 in tears from the poor.
 I'm a fool.
 I'm cold heart.
When I look at my crown
I see blood;
I see fear;
I see down, down, down.
When will I learn,
that it doesn't get much better till you turn;
you gotta turn yourself around.

Up in my castle
 I tear down my throne,
cast my crown to the ocean,
 and bury my gold.
I have finally found that,
 when I look past my pride,
I see love come to life,
for this kingdom to be,
 so much more than the kingdom of me.

Kingdom of Me lyrics by Caleb Chapman

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

First Observation Tomorrow!


“I’ve come to the frightening conclusion that I am the decisive element in the classroom. It’s my personal approach that creates the climate. It’s my daily mood that makes the weather. As a teacher, I possess a tremendous power to make a child’s life miserable or joyous. I can be a tool of torture or an instrument of inspiration. I can humiliate or heal. In all situations, it is my response that decides whether a crisis will be escalated or de-escalated and a child humanized or dehumanized.” - H.G. Ginott
Some of you may know this...
but many of you do not
I, (ahem) Ali Mandrell,
Am studying to become a Special Education Teacher! Woo!
& tomorrow is my FIRST day in observation!
I am super excited,
& nervous.
but mostly excited.

The quote above was shown to our SPE 450 class this morning,
& it really got me thinking.
I hope that I can remember it always;
Both as I progress on in the process of becoming a future teacher,
& when I eventually begin teaching!
Hopefully, it will also inspire you as much as it did me!
Peace and Blessin's,
Al

Jesus>Religion

Need I say any more?
I think not!

The epitome of trust.


"Bring the full tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. And thereby put me to the test, says the LORD of hosts, if I will not open the windows of heaven for you and pour down for you a blessing until there is no more need."
Malachi 3:10

Be YOU.

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If I had this coat, I would wear it every day; even summer.




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Tuesday, January 10, 2012

A Step of Faith


A Step of Faith
You know that something,
that you know you need to do, or should do,
but instead you spend your entire day
or sometimes an entire "insert period of time here"
telling yourself you don't need to do it,
or finding things to distract you,
to stuff it out of the forefront of your mind...
Yeah,
I know that something too.

Well I was busy stuffing things out of my mind the other day 
with a little thing I like to call
Pinterest.com
Ladies, If you haven't explored this yet,
You must!
It is too fun.

But anyway,
As I was busying myself with anything but that something I should've been thinking about,
I stumbled upon this quote here:
"You can never cross the ocean until you have the courage
to loose sight of the shore"
The author isn't listed,
but what a brilliant thought!

I sometimes find myself wondering why I'm not always experiencing 
these miraculous wonders and movements of God that
my friends always seem to be talking about.
This quote helped me to discover that usually, 
it isn't God's lack of power over my life that is preventing these experiences from happening,
but rather, it is my own un-willingness to embrace His divine power
and control over my life.

Unfortunately,
I find myself to be un-willing to let go of my comfortable life,
face the fact I have serious idols,
to make a decision that the Spirit is leading me to,
especially when it's difficult
due to fear, lack of faith,
you name it,
it is all relevant.
Instead, I would rather spend my time shoving out that little voice,
that is telling me to do things that I think sound silly,
or un-comfortable.

I didn't like thinking this way.
So, after I read that little quote,
I re-pinned it quickly,
(you Pinteresters know what I mean)
& then proceeded to close my laptop,
as well as my thought process on the matter once again.
However, as usual,
God wasn't finished with me yet.

Sunday.
Let me start by saying,
I LOVE my church.
I also love what the pastor at my church said this Sunday,
& now as I sit here sharing this with you all,
I also love what the Lord revealed to me through it.
I must confess, however, that I did experience momentary
aggravation
&
annoyance
that God would bring it up again.
=) Anybody else ever feel that?

I will do my best to paraphrase/ accurately portray my pastor's thought...
"Lack of Faith doesn't limit the power of God,
it limits our experience of the power of God"
WOW!
this is so true.
& it also answers my thought from earlier.
Why do all of my friends seem to have these stories
of God moving and challenging them
and I don't feel like I do a lot of the time?

Well, in short.
I lack the Faith to take a step in an un-comfortable direction
I lack the faith to then wait for God to do His thing
I often doubt that God can and will actually deliver.
I am a coward.
I desire to be comfortable
I love my idols.
& I am in denial that I have as many as I do.
WHEW.

I don't really feel like boring you all with the details of my decision / step of faith.
But I will say that,
I am so glad to have finally taken it.
I feel at peace with God.
I am joyful, when I expected to be miserable.
& I really want this to challenge you all to ask God
what it is that He is asking you to trust Him with,
that you aren't currently trusting Him with!
That is why I am sharing this with you!
Have a great day, & feel free to respond,
I'd love to hear your thoughts!
Oh yeah,
& check out the quote below!
-Ali




Galatians 2:20 
"I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me."

Welcome to my blog!
I chose Efflorescent Love because
God's love is always flourishing,
It. Never. Fails.
and like the quote above says,
it changes everything.

This wil be a place of honest to goodness sharing.
Simple things like:
thoughts, pictures, & projects,
but even beyond that...
any encouragements I happen upon, 
struggles that come my way,
things the Lord is doing in my life,
and the lives of those around me.
My hope is that as I share, you will share with me too!

 I believe God has given us community for a purpose, & to be enjoyed!
As much as I would LOVE to fly, drive, and swim to everywhere that you are,
I cannot always reach everyone that I know and love physically.
As we grow older, the distances often grow wider.
So with this blog,
I also hope to bridge the gap!
=)