Monday, November 5, 2012

If You Will Hold the Rope

"I will go down, if you will hold the rope" - William Carey

Go.
It was barely a whisper.
but I could already begin to feel my heart inside beat faster...

I thought,
"No...
He couldn't expect me to be the one to go.
Surely, this is a mistake
it must be someone else
someone more..."

qualified

Go.
The voice came again
it rang louder this time
and my head started to spin...

Go.
"Therefore, & make disciples of ALL Nations,
baptizing them in the name of the Father
and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit"

I understand, Lord.
I've heard it all before...

Go.
"And this Gospel of the Kingdom
WILL be proclaimed throughout the whole world
as a testimony to ALL Nations
& then the end will come!"

I know your Promises, Lord...

But,
it could be dangerous there,
and it lasts so long...
What about my family,
my friends?

"I consider that our present sufferings
are not worth comparing with the Glory
that will be revealed in us"

Silence.

excitement crept back into my heart
and a new beat burst into existence
light crossed my vision
and once again,
I began to see...

"Therefore, we are ambassadors for Christ,
God making his appeal through us."

An invitation
of blessing.

Go.
I hear you, Lord...

But,
If only you heard what I hear in the night...
If truly you saw what I see...
you wouldn't pick me
you wouldn't send me
I am not the best candidate for this...

"My Grace is sufficient for you,
for my power is made perfect in weakness.
Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly of my weakness,
so that Christ's power may rest on me"

David
Moses
Job
Jonah
Ester
Martha
Peter
Paul
....
All imperfect.
All vessels.
All used by God.


Go.
"In this is love, 
not that we loved God,
but that He loved us,
and sent His Son to be the propitiation for our sins"

What I could not do Christ did!

Grace.
I feel it.
I see it now.

But,
what if they have questions,
questions I don't even know how to answer for myself?

Go.
"God chose the foolish things of the world
to shame the wise;
God chose the weak things of the world
to shame the strong"

At this,
my heart began to change,
to trust a little more...

Go.
"Behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age."

Go.
"Now Faith is the assurance of things hoped for,
the conviction of things not seen."

Go.
"And what more shall I say?
For time would fail me to tell of Giden, Barak, Samson,
Jephthah, of David and Samuel and the prophets -
who through faith conquered kingdoms,
administered justice, and obtained what was promised...
the world was not worthy of them"

Go.
He says.
& so, I went.

Every Missionary needs a support team.
Will you join with me
in taking the Gospel to the Nations?

"Then He said to His disciples, "The harvest is plentiful,
but the laborers are few; therefore, pray earnestly to the Lord of the harvest
to send out laborers into His harvest."

Ask me about next summer and how I'd love for YOU can be a part of it!
"I will go down, if you will hold the rope" - William Carey

1 comment:

  1. Ali! I read this a second time and it blew me away all over again! Love you, best friend!

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